No more rotating of strains or colors for me.....
I just thought I'd drop by and let everyone know that after a year and half of using kratom daily, I made an executive decision early this morning to start experimenting with something.
Since the beginning, I have been rotating colors by the day (along with strains/phenotypes (hi, Joe).)
Eventually I decided that reds didn't do much for me so I only use them now as mixers/blending agent.
So every other day I either does a White or a Green only (generally.) I felt like Greens and White had similar affects for me, though sometimes Whites had less of a mood lift, they always helped me feel awake if I was tired or down.
Well, it finally occurred to me that taking Whites at the wrong time can affect me adversely in a negative situation.
Let me explain,
I have been looking for a new job since December, and always dose the day's color right before an interview - whether on the phone or in person. This week I had an in-person interview AND yesterday at 5:30 PM (on Friday? blech) I had a phone interview.
BOTH OF THOSE DAYS happened to be a White day for me and guess what? I was extremely anxious. Even by mixing in a Yellow or Red, by the way. I don't feel like I did well in either of those interviews. My head was not well balanced. I couldn't stay calm and think straight.
In contrast, I had a phone interview last Friday (a Green day) and guess what? It went really well. In fact, that result was the reason I had the phone interview yesterday with another person.
I'm sure some results will vary based on strain - some Whites are more "jittery" than others, right?
I've read so many people on here talk about Whites being "too much" for them and I've always chuckled, saying to myself, "not for me." But I think I was wrong. I get it now.
Now if I start to not be able to stay calm while taking a Green.....maybe the Kratom is not the issue.....? And the real problem is ME.
But I also think I might start looking at Reds for interviews. Maybe a mood lift and energy boost isn't what I need during that kind of thing.
Anyway, I think Bomalley already doses this way......so I'm sure she'll have something to add.
Just wanted to share......
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